Update

*Got an estimate on the truck today. $1600 worth of damage. Figured that much.

*I got a HUGE Christmas bonus from my boss. I've already spent half of it.

*I am now the proud owner of......an iPhone!!!!!!!!! YES!!!
I am so in love with it. You have no idea.

*I also got Animal Crossing City Folk and I'm addicted.

*K almost hit another deer going to work yesterday morning. If he did I'm not sure I could handle it.

*I'm also not sure anyone reads my blog anymore. :(

Worst Week Ever

It all started with my birthday and it's all been down hill since then. Just nothing going right.

This morning, the cat knocked over and broke the table/lamp thing (that I hate) and broke both of my candy dishes, spilled and wasted an entire bag of m&m's.

Then I get an email from my sister blaming me for breaking away from my family. It's all my fault blah blah. Same shit I've heard before.

Not. Having. A Good. Day.

Pics of the truck

Hit a deer tonight

It's 1:30 a.m. I'm exhausted. Went to bff's for MK racing, on the way hit a deer. We are OK. The deer and truck are not. Every time I close my eyes I see it. I feel it going under our tires. I dread sleep. I keep crying, for the deer and the truck.

Going to bed. Pray I sleep dreamless.

Kitchens & Baths

Does anyone else get this magazine? It's like my little happy place. I'm obsessed with kitchens. When we get ready to build the kitchen is going to be 25% of the entire budget of the house. Seriously.

So I was drooling, I mean flipping through it, and saw so much! So so much I want.

Of course they are going to show you the best of the best. Gotta sell that expensive shit some how. :D

I found this. CLICK HERE The one in the magazine is $3147. That's a lot of money for a shower.

I also found a pic of my dream kitchen. *swoon* This magazine will be the death of me. Well, the death of our budget at least. ;)

I envy happy people

How do you go through life happy? My birthday was a fucking dud yesterday. None of my IRL friends called, emailed, faxed, text...nothing to wish me happy birthday.

I'm done. I'm so fucking depressed right now it isn't even funny. I've been crying off and on since last night. I just don't know what to do anymore. Am I really that much of an insignificant human being? No one can even wish me a happy birthday. I literally feel that small right now.

I know the older you get the harder it is to make friends but right now the friends I have suck! I've met some girls online that have truly been a blessing to me. But...they live hours away from me. It's not like we can just up and go shopping or anything. It's all via the internet.

I just feel so damn alone. *sigh*

Happy Birthday to ME!

I turn 31 today. I seriously can not believe I'm this old. I'm not a fan of getting older. I miss my youth. You know, the days where you didnt have to worry about bills. Your parents hid all of that from you.

I don't plan on doing shit today. I need to clean and go grocery shopping but I refuse. :P

I got my tattoo so that is my present. I don't want anything else. I will always remember my 30th year. The year it all changed.

Hope y'all have a wonderful day! I plan on it.