Countdown begins

And so it begins, the countdown to my birthday. I am NOT happy. I only have 5 days left.

I made it through 30 just fine. Actually it surprised me how well I took to turning 30. This year, totally different conversation. I'm freaking the fuck out. I'm getting seriously close to my "mid-30's". I hate getting old. HATE!

I know, it's a part of life. Everyone does it. Blah freaking blah. I don't care. Getting old sucks! You get wrinkles and gray hair and body parts hurt that you didnt know could hurt like that. The list goes on.

Maybe when I make it to 40 I'll be okay with it. Until then, I'm going to throw myself a getting younger party every year. Fuck this getting older bullshit! 

Love,

Me :)